that day after auditions, while walking towards priya's dad's car, i was telling her this:

i feel lost. i cant believe that it is my third year in western dance, and 1 more year and im gone.

ok didnt want to think it that way but looking at the new intake reminds me of the fact that they are of the same age as me and that they are like normal mainstream, where they have 2 years. that means i also only have 2 years left. ): i dont want. i really really enjoy being in wd. it brought me a lot of things which i certainly dont wanna let go. and that also made me think of my other cca which i had been MIA-ing = table tennis. HAHA i really feel very bad towards the seniors (kwanling,valerie and ivy!) ok! so from today onwards i shall make an effort to go for trainings! :D

speaking of auditions. i must say it feels really weird to be judging. AHAHA. i didnt know really how to judge and give them good points. but i guess the results are quite fine in the end. (:

do i still have time?
i dont know.
i feel lost.
who's there to help me?