i dont know what to write for the title, because i dont even know what i want to post.
im tired blah blah blah.
i realised im tired being tired.
HAHAHAHAHA makes any sense?

i just want a really simple life now. one without any commitments and no exams, which is almost equivalent to no school and after i retire which is like 60 years from now? hahah i wonder when that will come. you see, thats life. we often wish for things that will never happen, or simply it will take a long long long time to happen. humans just can never be satisfied can they? all they want are things that might not be realistic.
then they come up with excuses saying that those are dreams, and one must have dreams blah blah blah.
ignore me if you dont understand me up till this part. just suddenly thought of this (because i wanted to lose weight, but it seems pretty impossible. T.T)

school just started and blame it on the teachers for giving homework during the holidays when it was supposed to be time for the students to relax.
yes you've guessed it, i did not complete (most) of my holiday homework. X) but still, i completed some here and there. IM NOT A BAD KID!
but the pressure of j2/ip4 (i refuse to be called SH2. no offense!) is getting onto me very badly. i really feel like picking up my books and notes and start reading them and probably do all the tutorials, but then again, i find no time. at least for now, since it's too packed with me trying to finish up holiday homework.
sigh. i wonder when when when will i really get to rest. after A's? NAH. i've got like tons of plans for myself after A's.
time is precious yo! hahahaha, i mean after A's would be one of the most free period of my life, so i must make full and good use of it.

oh random, but was reading someone's blog about respect (ok not really reading cos i cant remember what exactly she wrote) then i thought about respecting people.
sometimes i really wonder, if people really do deserve my respect. i mean, respect, is something really...personal? i dont know how to put it across, but just that sometimes, i really wonder if i have been respecting the wrong people. or if people really deserve the amount of respect that they are receiving.
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long post. WOW. hahahah didnt expect it. wanted to just come to try and revive this blog. seems like it's pretty successful! :D