TIRED.

i need more sleep seriously. haha i once heard that when you sleep one hour less a day, you will need more than a few years to actually get the lost sleep back. HAHAHHAHA based on that, i think i can never get all my lost sleep back, given how late i have been sleeping. thinking of all the times that i could be sleeping but weren't, i think i ought to kill myself for that. LOL. but you know, the world is filled with so much desires and lures. it's hard not to do something when it's sooooo interesting! :D yes, that includes using the internet, or just simply watching the tv. HAHAH but for now, i think i spend more time on the comp than on my ex-love: TV. i really really want to watch the tv, but everytime i get home, the things that i want to watch would have been over already, so i see no point in watching the TV. but it's a different story for the comp. the comp is such an amazing creation that i think i ought to destroy it one day.
it's distracting me too much. and i mean it. HAHAHAHHA
but still, i sense not much of an effort on my side, to try and cut it down. HOW WONDERFUL HUR. oh wellsssssss. soon, i will be on my long term hiatus, and that YOU CANNOT CONTACT ME THROUGH MY BLOG ANYMORE! hahah, not that you can contact me now through my blog too, but you get what i mean. HAHA.

today, i went for lunch with renjie, a senior that i havent kept in contact for like ages. AND I FINALLY FOUND ANOTHER HUMAN BEING WHO CANNOT EAT BEEF! haha, a lot of my friends are not of the same religion, so they all can eat beef. so when we go out, it's a chore sometimes. X) ate at ajisen and i swear the food's pretty good, but a bit little. HAHAHHA. ok ignore the fact that i have a HUGE appetite. but then again, it was fun talking to him. like all the nj/nh gossips and whatsnot. it's quite funny to hear from another point of view.

i suddenly realise that i miss a lot of people. like reallly.
miss the times when i can crap with cass, miss the times when i can just laugh at dacia, miss the times when i can be real childish in primary school and etc.
IWANTTOMEETUPWITHPEOPLE.
but most of the time, i am the one that is not free. ):

SOMEONE PLEASE SPARE ME YOUR TIME. hahaha
i need it.
-.-"

alright, that's enough for the day.
i think next time i should type posts that are more nutritional to the brain. all that i'm typing doesn't seem toooo (errr) intellectual. HAHAHAH.