haha this is SO NOT an emo post ok!
but i was just reading one of my friend's blog (coughstericoughs) and she was saying how maybe she will disappear and no one will know.

and i wonder.
if i really disappear, will a lot of people know?
will people even notice?
haha my family will.
haha, maybe my subject mates will.
maybe some of my friends will.
but i wonder, will other friends whom i dont usually contact know?
they wont right?

haha, it's such a sad thing that you call each other friends, yet you probably only talk when you see each other. sometimes, it may just be only a hi.
i've always been trying to keep in contact with all my friends, but like what people always say: "it takes 2 hands to clap".
true enough, im quite sick and tired of being the one trying hard to say hi to others and maintaining the SO-CALLED friendship. maybe it's better that we stay as acquaintances. i'd rather have a small number of CLOSE AND GOOD friends, then a huge pool of acquaintances. for now, i shall stop saying hi to all i know (if we're not really friend-friend).

i may start again, when i regain the confidence in human's nature.
i know, im weird.