i often think of the reason why i set up a blog.

was it to just record whatever i have done for the day? if it is, then this site has failed badly. haha it has ALMOST nothing to do with my everyday life. it's just filled with random rants and other things that may have just popped into my head instead of happening in my life. maybe in the past i used to have the time to really record what happened in each particular day, but as i grew older and commitments start to pile up, i guess time was not left for the internet, and def not for the blog.

but was it for me to jot down some sort of wisdom words or something along that line...? maybe i wanted to. but it just didnt come out that way. always envied people who are able to write inspirational stories. because they do inspire. and that is something great isn't it? i guess i just dont have talent. i mean, most of the times the things that i realise myself, are the things that other people would realise themselves too. nothing something too abstract that uhhh needs someone else to relate about.

so i guess what's left for this blog is just... for me to (refer to above) RANT. hahaha and just because it's ranting, i can no longer churn out long posts for people to read. no more essays! have started on so many things but they dont seem to be ending. AND i dont seem to be really motivated to make them become good. my working life in this current company is coming to an end already and since i am going to have so much time, i AM going to make myself do something good and productive out of it.

till i get some more inspiration to write again,

bye.