worse still, the table that I am currently sitting at is being invaded by a group of friends. not trying to be anti-social, but it does feel slightly weird to be sitting across them when they are like discussing about everything. oh wells. guess I shall just listen to songs and do my own stuffs.

it's raining now.

such a nice weather to sleep in, and also to emo. haha for no reason, I love emo-ing on rainy days, for it feels somewhat suitable. seems like it's the perfect weather for past memories to come and haunt, and like how the lyrics goes, you've come back to torture me.

I've always loved the rain and the smell of it, but somehow, the memories that come back to me during such days, ain't so pleasing. ironic isn't it? it's as though i enjoy torturing myself.

not being coherent now, so I shall exit to emo.