the more you expect something to happen, the more disappointed you'll get when it doesn't come true.

this stands true. and sadly, I've experienced it again.

I thought I could trust you guys. but seems that I am a sub choice. I'm only included when you feel like it. and the plans, yet again don't include me. I try to brush it off like what I always do, but truth is, it does hurt sometimes.

it's tiring to make the effort when you don't appreciate or even reciprocate.

I'm tired.