那些年

super real dream

okay I am very superstitious (oh yes I am and I admit), so I'm gonna talk about my dream last night. haha since it was rumored that dreams won't come true if you tell someone else about it. but then again, if no one else reads this post, does it count?

I don't remember how it started, but suddenly this group of friends (including me) just started quarreling? and then I stormed off, not wanting to be involved further. one girl followed after me, asking me what's wrong and... I just kept quiet. haha this is super like me I guess. But I remember I was boiling mad inside, though I cannot really remember what the quarrel was all about. the dream carried on for really long - we just kept walking around with her following me. then the guy appeared.

we didn't continue our quarrel, but if I'm not wrong, I think he was confronting (?) me on why I walked away. emotions escalated, and I started this really long explosion of unhappiness and all. but sadly, I remember nothing of what I said.

then I woke up, feeling really upset. The dream felt so real that, I was ready to explode in anger, disappointment and anger etc. and this part is what scares me. I mean if dreams are dreams, they won't feel this real, will they?

oh wells, whatever it is, I hope by mentioning it, it won't come true anymore.

(Actually if I had the time, I would definitely go and research but, nah I am too lazy this time round)