So there have been times we are being misunderstood or being pushed the blame for things that we didn't even have any intention in spoiling. But that's just human nature I guess. We all wanna find some form of... blame on others so that we make ourselves feel better about ourselves in this dog-eat-dog world. And I have been in the position of being misunderstood, and misunderstanding people. Trust me, it's not easy being misunderstood, but to misunderstand someone, it takes less than a minute. 

And that makes me quite upset with myself sometimes. I don't want to be such a person, but I do. And so are everyone else. From now I'm gonna make sure I know the facts before I point my finger at anyone, and even if someone wanna push any blame on me, I shall not be bothered for that person will reap what they sow someday - they will get misunderstood too. 

Also, it baffles me when people make jokes that are offensive in nature, but yet they still think it's funny. haha I mean yes sometimes when you play around with your friends, you can make a joke or two but then when you're not close to someone... I think sometimes it's really just safer to shut up. Not everyone appreciates "good" jokes as icebreakers. It really is a issue of make or break.

If you really wanted me out of the team, why bother including me in the first place? And I would like to believe that, no matter how badly you think I don't deserve to be in the team, I am not the liability. And I will not be.